its been the 5th day since im having this one kind feeling, where things just dont seem to be right.

everything was once so beautiful, filled with laughter everyday. now what i see is just pure

frown on faces. yes! things has changed. time flies so fast, you dont even have time to press the

stop button, or there even a stop button? i looked back all the time, things used to be awesome, used to beautiful, used to be a day where i always look forward for. now i rather not be in those situation. how can life be so pathetic? one minute it could be so awesome, another minute what i see is pain. the minute i see you, i feel the pain rushing through, i know i have to bear with it.

like what the show said, what happen when THINGS like this happen? "i'll do what Jesus do!"

im trying.

dear God,

i dont feel good this few days, i feel broken, i feel distanced from you Lord, i want to come back to You with a heart of worship. not only do i feel distanced from You, i feel distanced from everyone. is like, everyone just vanished from my life. i dont feel me at all. Lord, would you show me the way?

love,

michelle