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Yellow, the name is Michelle. No, not Michael.
I love Jesus && my Blackberry.
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Sunday, September 19

something definitely touches my heart today. :)
for a second, i stood there in church, i had an immediate flashback.

i saw how this people cry, the tears, the prayers.
seeing how the pastor prayed for the church people. all of a sudden, something just
hit me at my heart. the next thing i know, tears started rolling down.
i remember how anna used to pray for me.
for my family.
i remember how much tears were shed.
the effort of bringing back the family into one.
how i used to pray every night.
how i would just walk up to the altar and cry to the lord for help.
but then, thinking of all those time,
i realise something.
i had given up trying to fix it.

it was left unsolved, left unfix.
from that moment, i realised yes, i had given up already.
i did not cry nor did i try fixing it anymore.

i stopped praying.
but again, back to that moment, i see how the pastor
gave a bear hug to everyone on the altar.
i realise that, after all this time
i just simply need a hug and someone to tell me
"is okay, everything is fine now."



a hug means so much now.
but the question is,
is giving up really want i wanted?
i dont even know anymore.

signing off

♥our lips must always be sealed
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