dear people. guess what, i've started reading his tumblr and blog. no, i'm not stalker. :) i started reading it cos i was a really sad person that i need something to distract me, to bring the happy self out again! and yes! it did work and apparently yours truly me is addicted to reading all the things he wrote. no, people who know me well, might actually think i'm doing that out of love, maybe i love reading what he writes cos i like him and so and so. i can tell you, no! i am so sure. everytime i read his tumblr, i'm always looking forward to a new entry. :) reading his tumblr makes me own a tumblr myself! you know, it is the exact feeling when i'm reading sarah dessen's books. when i read through it, i've probably done it for a million times already for each entry he made, i felt right! his words brought me back. distracted me from what i shouldnt be feeling. to him, it is known as "now-ness" of discomfort. yeap! so true. thankyou!
i know i'm again crapping even in my tumblr, i am crapping!
i'm not good in words but i do love to express myself. maybe i should read more. you know, limited vocabulary. i can seriously say, before i'm off to bed, i can form multiple sentences without any grammatically mistakes! but when i'm here facing the PINK gadget, it just, gone! all the words that was formed perfectly, just gone.
i have a friend, whatever she said about me, i think it is right! she said i panic a lot, like seriously a lot! yes! i have to admit, no doubts, i do realized i panic a lot. performing on stage, i panic, getting results, i panic. before assessments, i panic. maybe i panic too much. does that mean i have lack of confidence? you know. possible. should like, be more confidence! :D
anyway, i crapped a lot!
yours truly
♥our lips must always be sealed
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